I Ain't The One

I am brutally honest. I can't sugar coat shit. I have tried, but seriously I ain't the one. 

I have spent a majority of my life fixing everyone else's fucking lives while I allowed my own life to fall apart. Now that my life is in order, and I am happy and doing well people think they can dredge up my past, hold it against me, and try and cause me to feel some sort of guilt. 

I have already went through the guilt phase. I haven't been an addict in over 14 years.

I have made mistakes, more than I should have, and I have paid for those mistakes, yet there are some people that conveniently forget they have done many of the same things I have in their past, too.

I do not hide my past. I do not see a reason to keep those kind of skeletons locked away, and I understand others don't want their own past dredged up, however for others to bring up mine, and act like some fucking holier than thou saint is lame as hell.

If they don't want me putting them on blast they need to reserve their judgment of myself and others that are in similar situations or that have been. I will call them out when they do that shit.

Well fuck I had more to write, but I lost my train of thought so until next time...

Stop Stalking

Regardless of how much someone tries to crucify me, regardless of how much they despise me, and how they continue to keep my name flowing out of their mouth using anger towards me, and putting me down in front of others I need to remember that it says nothing about who I really am, but it speaks volumes about their poor character.

I wish them no harm. It really must suck to be them filled with those obsessive thoughts about me. Cyber bulltying and stalking people when you are in your 40s is just really creepy, and I hope he'll stop.

I'm not a snitch/cop caller or a person that involves attorneys, but if this person doesn't leave my name out of his mouth and stop harrassing me I will resort to placing an injunction on him with a no internet clause in it for the duration of the two years that the injunction is in effect.

Jason Kraft just won't leave it alone. He thinks he is funny, but in reality what he is doing affects me negatively and falls into the lines of stalking as well as cyberbullying.

Today he started in on me through a mutual friends status on facebook. I ended up putting him in his place for now, but I am almost positive that won't be the last time he bothers me. I had him blocked on social media/facebook, but he ended up sending Thunder a message asking her to send me a message for him. Who does that? If you are blocked that should show a sane person that we have decided to cut ties with them.

As far as I'm concerned Jason Kraft that lives in Las Vegas, Nevada has serious mental health problems. He may seem benevolent to most, but I can see his malevolant side, and that in all honesty does scare me, and I will not tolerate the stalking/harassment by him or anyone else.