I have spent a majority of my life fixing everyone else's fucking lives while I allowed my own life to fall apart. Now that my life is in order, and I am happy and doing well people think they can dredge up my past, hold it against me, and try and cause me to feel some sort of guilt.
I have already went through the guilt phase. I haven't been an addict in over 14 years.
I have made mistakes, more than I should have, and I have paid for those mistakes, yet there are some people that conveniently forget they have done many of the same things I have in their past, too.
I do not hide my past. I do not see a reason to keep those kind of skeletons locked away, and I understand others don't want their own past dredged up, however for others to bring up mine, and act like some fucking holier than thou saint is lame as hell.
If they don't want me putting them on blast they need to reserve their judgment of myself and others that are in similar situations or that have been. I will call them out when they do that shit.
Well fuck I had more to write, but I lost my train of thought so until next time...
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